Every time I look at my little girls, I think about how much you are missing...maybe you aren't, I know you're with us and watching them grow, but its not the same. I wish I knew what you thought of Leah and how absolutely adorable she is and how you would love how Julia is so into dinosaurs...and be surprised at how she is growing up and becoming less fresh! I miss you so much, my heart aches when I think about it...I wish this were all just a dream and sometimes I feel like its not real, but when I really think about it it makes me crazy...I would love to just hear your laugh again and give you a big huge hug! I miss you so much!