I am thinking about what the next few days are going to bring and then the idea of ringing in a new year. Today is 2 months since you've left us and not one single day has gone by that I don't wish I would wake up from this nightmare. I cannot find peace when I know I should, especially when looking into my little girls' eyes. This holiday is not worth celebrating knowing you are not around...I am so sad that we will be with your family like we have been for every year since I can remember, and that you will not be there. I am sending my Merry Christmas wishes up to you in heaven. I bought you the ornament I buy every year and put it on my tree along with all the others that you accumulated throughout the years. I love you Daddy, and I hate that my one Christmas wish can't come true...