And so we come to the end of this day.... another year and I sit back as our children try to "o Bla Di" as I always say. I am happy to know that they band together to get through this day along with your mother. Yes life goes on but there remains such a void.. a gap.. a hole in the heart for all of us. Each time we celebrate another milestone or accomplishment in the kid's lives, there is that empty hole... the place where you should be ... being you... passing your sarcastic comments and laughing out loud... a sound everyone seems to miss more than anything. But I know you are all around us each and every day... the signs I see the things that happen that let me know you are close....keep watch TJ. No matter how much they accomplish and grow...no matter how great things look, they still ache. Like I always say... I hope you've found peace and that you are dancing and getting along with all the angels...see ya on the other side....