I thought that time was supposed to heal all wounds, I guess that is not true! I have found that the more time that passes, the more and more I miss you, Dad. Sometimes I sit and think and the realization that you are gone and that I will never see you again actually breaks my heart. It hurts to think of you and how much I miss you. It literally tears my heart out! I am thinking of how father's day is coming up and how I have nothing to celebrate...it makes me so sad. Luckily I have Jon to celebrate...being an amazing father to my girls, he deserves it, but it will be such a hard day to get through. Even your birthday...I just don't know how I am going to be ok...they are not just any other day to me...they were days to celebrate you and the person you were to me! I wish this never happened! Wouldn't it be amazing if we were granted such things? Life is just very unfair and plain out cruel sometimes. I hope you know that not a second goes by that I don't miss you...I am sure you know. Julia misses you too and Leah is getting so big...she actually looks a lot like you (thanks for passing down the ears!!!) I wish you could pass along some strength to me...hold my hand every now and then and let me know you are still with me! I love you Daddy, always have, always will...your little girl! Jessica