There is not one day, or even one second that goes by that I am not thinking of how much I miss my Dad. I hope he knows I very much I love him and miss him and wish that this had never happened. I am still waiting for my phone to ring and for it to be him calling me to have one of our regular chats. I would give anything for just one more of those and to be able to tell him how much I love him. I know this hurt will never go away and accepting that he is gone is going to take a lifetime. I just hope that I can find some peace so that I can be strong for my little girls and Jon. That's what Daddy would want.