Jessica 16th February 2012

Hi there Daddy, been thinking of you so much. I wonder every day if you are looking down on us and seeing how crazy these granddaughters of yours are...every time one of them falls I hear you laughing and I just know that you would love seeing what they are up to. It kills me that you are not around to see Leah like you were with Julia, because in all honesty I know you would just absolutely adore her. Julia still talks about you like you are here and that makes me so happy! She will never really consider you gone and always makes sure to include you in anything family related. You've left quite and impression on her and I am so thankful for that...I am no longer worried that she's forgotten things you've done together or just you as a person in her life. I wish it were as easy for me to just smile about it all and remember the fun time, because I hate that you are not a daily part of all the goings on...the birthdays and holidays and for-no-reason get togethers. What I would give for just one more coversation! But I'm left with things like this...getting out a one-sided conversation and at least letting you know that I am thinking of you (constantly). I love you so much Daddy...always and forever xoxoxoxoxo