I hate this day...as of 2 years ago I guess I always will. And it sucks because life just goes on, it has to...I miss you so much and I know you know that and so does everyone around us. I wish you would have had more time with Leah because she doesn't know you, but somehow she loves you so much! Julia misses you, but finds a way to remember all the good things and that's the way its supposed to be right? I wish so many things...that I had taken more pictures of you with Julia and Leah, that I had hugged you one last time or that I was there for you when you weren't feeling good...never knowing it was the end. I wish this all never happened because it is a pain I live with everyday. I hate that today of all the other 365 days of the year...it is a bit harder because we go through the play by play of how that horrible day played out and it is like we are reliving it all over again. I hope you are at peace and watching over us smiling...be there for us today..we need you! I love you forever....