Found this picture of a pig being carried away with lots of heart balloons and of course it made me think of you...is it crazy that after all this time, not matter how much "life goes on" you are still on my mind all day? We watched some videos of good times...and I could not bear to watch you on screen or even listen to your voice. But at one point I got to hear you laugh and even though it made my heart ache, it made my heart smile at the same time! I miss that laughter so much...I know the girls would be making you do it all the time! Leah is a freakin pisser and Julia is the same Julia you knew when you were here...just more grown up! I miss you terribly the more that time passes and I only wish there was a way to change the fact that you are not here...but I feel you all around me...especially when we were at Ocean City last week! Just wanted to drop in and say hi and that even if it seems that way from where you see it, I am never too busy to be thinking of you! I love you forever and always Daddy...