Today was just an awful day. Each year when the caleturns to 10/23 my heart hurts. I speak of you often and what's really funny is so many times when I get in my car.. a song immediately comes on and I look over and say..coming for a ride? Keep sending signs cause your girls need them. Nicholas is driving ! Jules and Leah are too beautiful for words. I hope you are enjoying watching Thomas William.. such a joy Rest in peace TJ