I always have a hard time putting into words how I feel. I look at this website alot. I still can't believe your dad is gone. I remember so many things, things always pop into my head. Sometimes just little things, or memories that I have. I have such great memories of your dad and all the times we hung out at "croft ct". Remember when I put the pretzel in your dad's mouth while he was sleeping? I'm laughing out loud just thinking about it. What about the time when we thought he came into your room (seal song) but he really didn't. I still don't know how we both thought that. I remember all the dinners at your house. They were always great especially since I never had that. I always felt part of your family. How could I forget the time when we came downstairs to find your dad watching a movie. We thought it was so beautiful, the lake, the couple in the boat... and then Jason pops out!!! lol.... Oh and what about when we watched the Birds with your dad??? I'll never forget that. I can remember all the bbq's at your house. Remember when me and you were throwing a ball to each other I broke something!!! I felt so bad!!! I can still hear him telling us not the slam the door. How could I forget the Dave concert???? That was so awesome. I remember the three of us ate before we went there at Friday's. I can even remember so clearly where we sat. I'm so happy that I was there that day with you guys when he experienced Dave the first time! I remember how me and him danced to Ant's Marching at the end of your wedding!! I can't even tell you how much that was for me. And there is a picture to prove it, lol. I can go on and on about memories......I miss your dad. I know he is with you! I know he is watching over your sisters and all his grandkids. I have the rosary beads hanging over Ryan's crib. I'm sure he's keeping Ryan safe just like all his grandkids! I'm so glad your dad got to meet Ryan. I'm so glad to have shared the day before Leah was born with you and your dad. It really does mean alot to me. I remember how he got such a kick out of Ryan getting so mad at the toys, lol. I always felt close to your dad. And I miss him. But I know he's not gone, he's all around us. The memories will last a lifetime!!!! Miss you Tommy!!! Hope you have a happy birthday up in heaven, love your fourth daughter........