Thinking about when you had friends over or holidays at your house how happy your dad was. In fact I often remember just looking at him and smiling even when he said nothing. Part of that is because he always had a funny "story" and the other was because he seemed to be a very calm and soothing person. He loved all of you soo very much. Remember he will always be with you. You may not feel it now, but you will. Love you, Denise